I’ve been thinking about putting dating on a hold for some time now. Even before I started dating this last guy (which, by the way, came to sudden halt this past weekend, so there’s nothing to update you about on that front after all).
I don’t know, it’s like I’m thinking I need time to myself, time to figure things out? I’m not really sure why I feel as I need to be on my own, but for some reason that’s kind of where I am right now. It might just be a sense of comfort, doing my thing whatever that may be, on my time, in my place. It’s a known state and I enjoy it.
But of course, I haven’t finished uttering those words when I start getting emails and out of the blue calls and texts from guys left and right. And then I bump into something that makes me rethink my plans. I read this this morning:
Man improves himself as he follows his path; if he stands still, waiting to improve before he makes a decision, he’ll never move.
Hmmm, hint? We’ll see. Who knows what is best right now. I’m just going to go with it. No declarations, no rules, no ultimatums. Just flow.